Since I can remember, I’ve longed for the days
To slip into the mindset, And the image I crave
It’s a rush that I can’t hide, An experience and more
To masquerade undercover, To be adored and to adore

Forgive me my sins, For I cannot control
The need that’s within me, To be a woman and more

Out of the cauldron, Into the fire,
I’m knocking on death’s door, It’s too close to call
It’s the closest I’ve been, Now you know it all
Can you understand me, Love me and more...?

Forgive me my sins...

I need this disease, Yes it’s an obsession in me
But you force me to hide, Behind a disguise that brings peace… 21 Sep, 1998